Bismillahirahmanirahim.
Assalamualaikum .
Read my old posts..and yeah.
Lately I’ve been not in the mood huh.
I’ve been “emo-ing”.
I’ve not been in my best state.
Mood level=down.
But why?…I myself is confused.
I can be Doing other beneficial stuffs than this.
I can actually do something good.
And am stuck here.
O Allah…help me.
Idk how sincere I am..but surely..this is all from the bottom of my heart.
I’m afraid that I would fall and never get back up again.
I’m afraid I would stray away from your path.
O Allah…shine on me your Hidayah.
Give me strength to overcome this.
Cos am weak…
Am a weak person..
Who’s easily get caught by his nafsu.
I need to start this.
And O Allah.
Help her too.
Cos she’s been through a lot.
Give her strength to overcome all those challenges.
Keep her safe.
Cos you know…
That’s the least I could do.
To pray.
At least.
Now am gonna start.
And for whoever is reading this out there.
Pray for me.
Cos I’ll pray for all my brothers and sisters out there too.
Wassalam.
Min Manan
